"That's good. ... It does help, I think. I'm... learning that, too. I didn't really stay a bully... I got teased about being too soft outside of fighting."

He can't say that they're wrong, but it did hurt at the time. "... I got picked on a lot, I guess. Yakuza's got a strict hierarchy and I would have been lower-rank if I wasn't the boss' biological rather than metaphorical brother. I got shit for that, for my refusal to use guns, for not being able to feel pain..."

A lot, honestly.