"Seems to me like the start's the only place to start," he says. "...That does sound nice. Probably a healthier way to deal than getting high or hitting the booze." Or the gym, or the training field with Babysitter, or staying at the machine shop late into the night with Morraine, anything to distract and occupy him until he's so exhausted or intoxicated that his mind shuts down. Can't run off on itself if it's in standby mode, now can it?