There was a lot of questions. A lot of questions that didn't have answers and thinking about them hurt. But big questions always hurt, they were always sad to think about but if they didn't think about them they would never get answers. Nothing could get better if they didn't try.

"It's tricky. Sometimes... Places can be good and bad all at the same time. The heavens was a nice place and I had lots of friends there but I met a god once who told me it was bad, because if gods break the rules they get killed and born again as baby gods who don't remember anything. That was a big scary thing. So it's the same thing here. It's really good that we get to help people and meet each other and do missions but just like you say, people have left their own worlds which need help to and people disappear and we don't know..."

It hurts not knowing where Elfnein is, what might have happened to her. "But people said... They said that things can be good and bad, both at the same time. It's tricky. So the train might be good but also do bad things or bad but also do good things."

It's a lot. He's just a shinki, a nameless shinki indeed and all these big questions hurt his head.