"... I lost." He sets the bottle down before he grips it tight enough to crack or something. "I don't have any reason to... keep going. Not with the only thing I had keeping me going in a bloody wreck on the street from someone who wasn't me. I don't..."

Fuck, but he wants Koromaru here too, so he could snuggle into the dog's fur. "No one... needs me around. Not there or here. I'm... I just wasted time. Stole for nothing. If I'd have gone with the relatives that didn't want me maybe I would have made something of myself... now I'm two years behind on school, a thief and a liar, and I've got nothing to show for it."