'From a crazy world'... he's not wrong. Ken takes a few deep breaths, half hiding in his hoodie. "... I..." 'Fight hard to survive', huh?
He looks down at his hands without a weapon. At the hands that were supposed to kill Aragaki.
At the hands that had been too shaky to do it, and then do what came next. He'd failed. He'd failed to take revenge. Failed to do the right thing... but it wouldn't have mattered. Not with Aragaki already dying.
"I wasn't supposed to survive that night..." He doesn't realize he's said it, his throat suddenly rough as he tries to keep his emotions in check.
cw: explicit discussion of murder and suicide
He looks down at his hands without a weapon. At the hands that were supposed to kill Aragaki.
At the hands that had been too shaky to do it, and then do what came next. He'd failed. He'd failed to take revenge. Failed to do the right thing... but it wouldn't have mattered. Not with Aragaki already dying.
"I wasn't supposed to survive that night..." He doesn't realize he's said it, his throat suddenly rough as he tries to keep his emotions in check.