"I don't really know if that's accurate." He admitted, he couldn't say it made him feel happy to have the record. It made him...well for him it hurt.

It was lucky she'd gotten her picture of him covertly, he definitely wasn't one for posing for them.

"That's good, that you have something to hold onto, I think. I made a promise...that's why for me I do it." He exhales.

"Fortunately people only want to hear the song...not the message that came with it." He smiled slightly. "I think mostly the message just makes me feel..." He considered it. "Sad."