He still feels guilty, he feels awful. About everything. Because he is hurting but so are others. He can hold hope that one day he will see Lord Gyousou again. He has to hope. That one day they will return to Tai. That he will serve at his king's side once more.
But would Lord Gyousou ever return here. Would he ever see those who he called friends on this train again. Or would this be it? Vanished without even a chance to say goodbye.
He holds onto Tidus, as if the other boy might slip away, vanish himself. It was never fair and it was... more than Taiki deserved to have friends such as this. Friends who would comfort him, even as he was left in crushing darkness once again.
No kirin can be happy without their king. For most kirin even a trip to another kingdom brought sorrow, they always yearned to return to their king. Taiki had spent almost his entire life an entire world away from his.
He takes a shuddering breath. "Thank you." It's a whisper, the tiniest sound as he fights to keep tears contained. If he starts to cry, he's not sure he will ever stop.
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But would Lord Gyousou ever return here. Would he ever see those who he called friends on this train again. Or would this be it? Vanished without even a chance to say goodbye.
He holds onto Tidus, as if the other boy might slip away, vanish himself. It was never fair and it was... more than Taiki deserved to have friends such as this. Friends who would comfort him, even as he was left in crushing darkness once again.
No kirin can be happy without their king. For most kirin even a trip to another kingdom brought sorrow, they always yearned to return to their king. Taiki had spent almost his entire life an entire world away from his.
He takes a shuddering breath. "Thank you." It's a whisper, the tiniest sound as he fights to keep tears contained. If he starts to cry, he's not sure he will ever stop.