"I meant, he's about to. But I had seen how happy Ichigo looks and it works for him and I'm not rushing anything, but...my nephew is gone and I have two left. One day, they all return back home. And...the same can happened to me, and it happened with the first, and you, us...there's no return."
He's surprised at himself too. The pain of not seeing Zichen again, he felt guilty trying to fix every mess Xue Yang made. He imagined what Zichen's reaction will be and...it faded, the pain ebbed after not seeing him for months and years. He once wants to carry the dream of making his own sect and...that's not what he wanted anymore. But he held back because he gave him his eyes and Wei Wuxian helps to heal them both. So, he is free from that promise.
"Xue Yang, I'm sorry that I teased you that you don't seem to be the marrying type. I was wrong. It's not going to be perfect, but being with you is what I wanted. We're making new memories and create a future for ourselves everyday."
He reaches for his hands to steady him if his head is spinning.
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He's surprised at himself too. The pain of not seeing Zichen again, he felt guilty trying to fix every mess Xue Yang made. He imagined what Zichen's reaction will be and...it faded, the pain ebbed after not seeing him for months and years. He once wants to carry the dream of making his own sect and...that's not what he wanted anymore. But he held back because he gave him his eyes and Wei Wuxian helps to heal them both. So, he is free from that promise.
"Xue Yang, I'm sorry that I teased you that you don't seem to be the marrying type. I was wrong. It's not going to be perfect, but being with you is what I wanted. We're making new memories and create a future for ourselves everyday."
He reaches for his hands to steady him if his head is spinning.