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voidtreckerexpress2021-04-22 03:31 pm
lanxichen) wrote in voidtreckerexpress2021-04-22 03:31 pm
Entry tags:
Late Kazoo sparring
Who: Lan Xichen and open
Where: Gym car
When: Second half of Kazoo
What: Xichen is training a little too hard and is open to sparring
Warnings: Potential controlled violence, potential mo dao zu shi / the untamed spoilers
Lan Xichen... has not been doing well after Meng Yao's broadcasted question. He is aware that it was not meant in any way badly, but that doesn't mean it didn't hit in all the wrong ways, all things that he has leaned about the man Meng Yao grew into considered.
And then, when they talked...
Xichen would be a fool to misunderstand. And he is not sure what is more complicated - that he can't outright cut those desires off while being honest, or than he knows he can't properly return them, either, and that might lead to Meng Yao sliding down a bad path all over again.
He knows nothing.
And he is just angry enough that the usual quiet - or music-accompanied - meditation just doesn't do. So he end sup in the gym car often enough, with one of the wooden practice swords, training for probably far longer than seems reasonable. It's very different from when he was reduced in age, too - though he is more skilled, too. He can definitely make sure nobody is seriously hurt in sparring.
Where: Gym car
When: Second half of Kazoo
What: Xichen is training a little too hard and is open to sparring
Warnings: Potential controlled violence, potential mo dao zu shi / the untamed spoilers
Lan Xichen... has not been doing well after Meng Yao's broadcasted question. He is aware that it was not meant in any way badly, but that doesn't mean it didn't hit in all the wrong ways, all things that he has leaned about the man Meng Yao grew into considered.
And then, when they talked...
Xichen would be a fool to misunderstand. And he is not sure what is more complicated - that he can't outright cut those desires off while being honest, or than he knows he can't properly return them, either, and that might lead to Meng Yao sliding down a bad path all over again.
He knows nothing.
And he is just angry enough that the usual quiet - or music-accompanied - meditation just doesn't do. So he end sup in the gym car often enough, with one of the wooden practice swords, training for probably far longer than seems reasonable. It's very different from when he was reduced in age, too - though he is more skilled, too. He can definitely make sure nobody is seriously hurt in sparring.