She considers that, slowing down even more. It's not that she's forgotten the nori... well okay, she's starting to, because she's distracted. But she's now thinking about what Inigo said.
"...Do you ever feel a little guilty for being okay? Everyone here is hurting so much. Sure, I get sad when people go. But I'm usually okay. It's not that I didn't care and it may look like I didn't care, but I always am pretty sure I took something important away from knowing them.
"I've sometimes wondered if I'm just hiding being sad from myself, but I genuinely just feel like I'll be alright."
She's not great with feelings at all. They're confusing and they tumble over each other and she's so distractable and fixated she doesn't latch onto those ruminating thoughts the way other people would. All that sadness goes into productive energy. Emotions are translated into work. Her only way to deal with broken friends is to search for proactive fixits.
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"...Do you ever feel a little guilty for being okay? Everyone here is hurting so much. Sure, I get sad when people go. But I'm usually okay. It's not that I didn't care and it may look like I didn't care, but I always am pretty sure I took something important away from knowing them.
"I've sometimes wondered if I'm just hiding being sad from myself, but I genuinely just feel like I'll be alright."
She's not great with feelings at all. They're confusing and they tumble over each other and she's so distractable and fixated she doesn't latch onto those ruminating thoughts the way other people would. All that sadness goes into productive energy. Emotions are translated into work. Her only way to deal with broken friends is to search for proactive fixits.