He ducks his head a little as he notices Dev near teary-eyed over it, reaching over to put a hand on his forearm, and he realizes how badly Devero's wanted this. Not just Koumyou, or the love that he gives him, but to be rescued. "I needed someone to save me once, too. No room to judge."
But he finds himself talking about him. Mentioning Stakar has never been a sore spot here. But he's only recently said the extent of his feelings about him as he'd been fresh in his mind before his arrival to the train, his want for his team stronger than ever.
"I had someone save me, a long time ago. He welcomed me into his family for a real long time. I know you won't make the same mistakes I did, I lost 'im an' all the friends I made along the way. Never felt right again after that. But I know Koumyou is a more forgivin' soul than Stakar, even if you think you cain't forgive your own sins. Which as far as I can tell is shit you had someone make up for ya."
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He ducks his head a little as he notices Dev near teary-eyed over it, reaching over to put a hand on his forearm, and he realizes how badly Devero's wanted this. Not just Koumyou, or the love that he gives him, but to be rescued. "I needed someone to save me once, too. No room to judge."
But he finds himself talking about him. Mentioning Stakar has never been a sore spot here. But he's only recently said the extent of his feelings about him as he'd been fresh in his mind before his arrival to the train, his want for his team stronger than ever.
"I had someone save me, a long time ago. He welcomed me into his family for a real long time. I know you won't make the same mistakes I did, I lost 'im an' all the friends I made along the way. Never felt right again after that. But I know Koumyou is a more forgivin' soul than Stakar, even if you think you cain't forgive your own sins. Which as far as I can tell is shit you had someone make up for ya."
God, he misses Stakar.