"Yeah, he did." They'd kept enough to keep their operation running and spoil themselves a little. But Stakar also believed in doing the right thing. And god, Yondu had been so goddamn selfish.
Finally he looks at Dev, really notes that he's looking at him. Then sputters a soft laugh, because that's not even been what's weighing on him so much. But he told the bit that might make him lose people, and for whatever reason, he's still sitting there.
"Needless to say I guess you figured out why I didn't see nothin' wrong with what you did."
It's obvious that he has difficulty forgiving himself. Like an unsurmountable peak he'd been struggling with. Yondu would probably never find it in his heart to love himself to any extent. The closest to any sort of self-care he allowed was sometimes letting someone sate his want for affection.
But it's nice to hear that someone sees something in him. Maybe it's improvement born out of guilt, but it's something he's genuinely stuck to. So finally he nods and accepts the statement. Yeah, he's done that. He's stuck by it, as difficult as it was.
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Finally he looks at Dev, really notes that he's looking at him. Then sputters a soft laugh, because that's not even been what's weighing on him so much. But he told the bit that might make him lose people, and for whatever reason, he's still sitting there.
"Needless to say I guess you figured out why I didn't see nothin' wrong with what you did."
It's obvious that he has difficulty forgiving himself. Like an unsurmountable peak he'd been struggling with. Yondu would probably never find it in his heart to love himself to any extent. The closest to any sort of self-care he allowed was sometimes letting someone sate his want for affection.
But it's nice to hear that someone sees something in him. Maybe it's improvement born out of guilt, but it's something he's genuinely stuck to. So finally he nods and accepts the statement. Yeah, he's done that. He's stuck by it, as difficult as it was.