He manages a tight lipped smile at the reassurance, he really appreciates it, truly. While Jingyi had been real hard on him about everything, his bluntness had put a lot into perspective too.

"I guess?" He shrugs, "But it's more like... I want to make sure it's me that liked that, not something influenced by memories." Which probably still sounds kinda shitty, he'll try again, "I mean, what if eventually all that fades away and what I thought was me isn't and I don't feel like that no more?" He wouldn't want to hurt Sizhui like that, wouldn't want to put him through that sort of thing. Also Jingyi would probably kill him.