Very helpful. He sighs and tries to put his thoughts in order, because he owes Inigo a better explanation than that. "I mean- they're not exactly fun, but I don't mind missions as long as I know what I need to do and I can do it. The world with all the demons wasn't great, but what it needed from me was to be a healer - to make sure people were fed and healed and taken care of - and I can do that. This world-" He shakes his head in frustration. "Nothing worked. My magic didn't work right, the mana drives and potions didn't work right, I tried to connect with a sali to see if I could heal them and it hurt them, and I just-" He stops, tries to get a hold on his emotions, and the wind abruptly goes out of his sails. "I spent most of this mission feeling frustrated and upset and useless," he says, voice small, "and I hate that." Who has two thumbs and tied most of his self-worth to his abilities as a healer? This guy.
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Very helpful. He sighs and tries to put his thoughts in order, because he owes Inigo a better explanation than that. "I mean- they're not exactly fun, but I don't mind missions as long as I know what I need to do and I can do it. The world with all the demons wasn't great, but what it needed from me was to be a healer - to make sure people were fed and healed and taken care of - and I can do that. This world-" He shakes his head in frustration. "Nothing worked. My magic didn't work right, the mana drives and potions didn't work right, I tried to connect with a sali to see if I could heal them and it hurt them, and I just-" He stops, tries to get a hold on his emotions, and the wind abruptly goes out of his sails. "I spent most of this mission feeling frustrated and upset and useless," he says, voice small, "and I hate that." Who has two thumbs and tied most of his self-worth to his abilities as a healer? This guy.