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Jin Ling (金凌) ([personal profile] to_rise_above) wrote in [community profile] voidtreckerexpress 2022-05-22 09:07 pm (UTC)

[ Jin Ling just needs to get used to it. After all, outside of his initial family of his two uncles, his deceased aunt, and cousin, Jin Ling doesn’t know much about affection or caring too much about others. He is sensitive to people’s feelings, but not at the same time. Sometimes, it takes a few instance for things to click with him. Regardless, Jin Ling is content with the way things are, and he will definitely do his best to make whatever situation he has to deal with, end well. Even if it creates awkwardness. He’s not the type to be really be concerned over every little detail. He’s just perceptive enough to make careful judgments.

He’s mostly aware of Sizhui’s personality, only because he has a striking resemblance to a certain fox uncle of his. Always, seemingly putting everyone else before themselves. It frustrated him, that these two aren’t particular about their own well beings, but rather on his, or someone else’s. He doesn’t always get their reasons, but he understood them all the same. Wei Wuxian leaving the train and also leaving things for Jin Ling. It is stupid, he thinks, but at the same time he can tell there is a lot of affection and care in them. Some of these things are things he had back at Hakagemachi that helped him there a lot. Maybe, here it will be the same when he could use them again. .

Whatever he wants, Fairy delivers, as well for the pets and rubs. Her slobber all over his face, and her paws on his shoulders. Jin Ling doesn’t seem like he’s falling anywhere either, so she’s happy moving around as much as she wants while her owner basks in the bundle of fur that is her body. She’s getting a lot of affection from Sizhui, this she will take every bit of it she can get, while comforting him too. Her little licks, eventually help dry his tears as well. The salty taste probably isn’t the best for her, but she can tell that he’s feeling unhappy, and she is smart enough to realize this.

He appreciates the respect, and it’s something not a lot of people give him, (obviously due to some of his unbearable personality traits,) but Sizhui was a trooper to keep going steadily forward. Lucky for Sizhui, Jin Ling doesn’t bother to tell Fairy to stop. He knows that Sizhui probably needs the comfort, and Fairy can give him the kind of comfort Jin Ling lacks in. (Also, she’s just fluffy, so all the weight is mostly her fur. She’s probably very lean and muscular underneath all that! The weight is probably all her muscles!). Jin Ling finds Fairy to be a good source of comfort when he’s not feeling well0—curling up to her and petting her, nuzzling her. All of this done his private space of course! Jin Ling won’t want himself to be caught dead doing this publicly. Though, sometimes Fairy doesn’t let him get away with it. ]


Might as well be.

[ He mumbled again, avoiding eye contact with Sizhui. He’s not ignorant to someone’s tears. The smell of this is always so prominent. (As strange as that sounds). His enhanced senses are to blame for them, so it’s hard to not be aware of those things. He can’t seem to figure out any way of comfort other than the awkward embrace between his dog and his friend. He’s going to keep at that for now. He doesn’t know how to proceed from here. Sizhui isn’t long. Whether, he’s told of this or not, Jin Ling is reminded that everything beyond the train is unknown and foreign. They’ll never know what will happen to those who leave—whether they go home or something else. He’d like to think the lather but—with void being such a place, he can’t even convince himself to believe that.

He feels that squeeze back and content that his action is received decently. It’s better than nothing, and he’ll leave it at that. ]


No—kidding. Who knows what will happen once we lose tab of them….

[ He hides his face even more in Fairy. ]

I don’t like it.

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