He takes in a breath to try and calm himself down. This shouldn't be affecting him like this still, and he wonders if May knows how often he sneaks out of the cabin because he can't sleep. It's not his fault, he knows she doesn't blame him but he still feels guilty.

"I..." He eyes the hand suspiciously. "Y-you're not gonna like... make me relive it are you?" That's not how the Force works, is it? But that's gonna be a no because that is something people would like to lock up in the deepest darkest recesses of his mind and never thing about again. Except it seemed to find ways of sneaking out.