[Getting killed over and over until someone is satisfied that he will stay dead is what doesn't appeal to him and he doesn't want to be the one to test that theory that it could happen. Plus he has already experienced what it is like to be killed by everyone who has ever killed him. To say he has felt death multiple times while on the train would be putting it mildly. Death has been following him and waiting for the moment when it will be permanent.]
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I think you can already guess the answer to that.