flatteries: (doesn't it almost feel like)
a man for flowers ✿ ( INIGO ) ([personal profile] flatteries) wrote in [community profile] voidtreckerexpress 2020-10-04 09:41 pm (UTC)

It's too much.

He knows.

Somewhere in the far back of his mind a voice speaks up to him, telling him that he's unloading too much. And all on poor Taiki too. Taiki already has such a hard time all the time, huh, why do you have to add to it, Inigo?

And he knows that voice is right. He did tell Roland that he'd try to rely on other people more, but.. there are limits to that sort of thing, right? There are things you can't ask others to bear. Like the heavy feeling of balancing on the edge of an abyss you can't come back from. And it's not like he's full on hiding himself away entirely, he's just.. downplaying things a little. That can't hurt, right?

So he sniffs, and despite the tears that are still heavily rolling across his cheeks, he laughs. Like he didn't say anything only just a moment ago.

"It's fine! I'll see Gerome back home again anyway, so.. what's the big deal, right? I guess I'll just have to adjust to sleeping by myself tonight."

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