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different since [......]. I don't know why. It is like... I do not even know how to describe it. I don't understand. I don't know who to ask because I don't know how [.....]
Sometimes it is like my whole [..........] differently than what I expect. I don't understand. I am so confused. I've spent more time [............] upset. Because he wants me to go out and learn more. But I don't even know how to as[..............]
I do want to understand. At least, I think I do. Understanding won't make me change? Right? I'll still be me, even if I figure this out?
Or is this me changing already? What will be left? Can I stop this from happening? Should I? Is this what it [...........]a heart? Or do I already [..........] right after all? I don't understnad.
11.
different since [......]. I don't know why. It is like... I do not even know how to describe it. I don't understand. I don't know who to ask because I don't know how [.....]
Sometimes it is like my whole [..........] differently than what I expect. I don't understand. I am so confused. I've spent more time [............] upset. Because he wants me to go out and learn more. But I don't even know how to as[..............]
I do want to understand. At least, I think I do. Understanding won't make me change? Right? I'll still be me, even if I figure this out?
Or is this me changing already? What will be left? Can I stop this from happening? Should I? Is this what it [...........]a heart? Or do I already [..........] right after all? I don't understnad.
Help me.
Do I want help?
How do I find out?