flatteries: (it's empty in the valley of your heart)
a man for flowers ✿ ( INIGO ) ([personal profile] flatteries) wrote in [community profile] voidtreckerexpress 2020-11-19 03:30 pm (UTC)

Inigo isn't so sure of that. It's all he can think about as he's quiet, still crying, feeling Roland holding him even now. He isn't so sure of that at all. In fact, he's pretty sure the opposite is true, especially with how their last interaction went before Yuki disappeared. Inigo still isn't sure what happened, what caused it all, but.. he hurt Yuki. He's pretty sure of that part.

Then again, he probably isn't the kind of guy who could make anyone happy.

But he can't say that now. Not when Roland is trying to hard to comfort him. It'd feel like making light of his efforts, so Inigo holds it in, shoves it down.

He can't help but address it, but he knows he has to do it differently. Not in such a self-depreciating way.

"It's fine." He whispers between tears. Maybe persuing this angle is the better option here. "I.. I don't mind that he's happy without me, you know?"

That much is true. It does hurt a bit, but..

"I just want him to be happy no matter what. That's.. That's all I ever wanted." Especially since Yuki had been through so much. How that showed in the way the other acted in any situation. "S-So if he's back home, and happy.. then that's fine. That's enough for me." He sniffs, sucking in a shakey breath. "It's.. It's not like I'm alone right now, anyway."

Because Roland is still here with him. Because he still has friends here on the train. Even if Yuki took a piece of his heart with him that Inigo can't ever replace, he knows he isn't allowed to complain, not when it would diminish all the care he still receives to this day from others. (Especially Roland, as proven once more right this very moment, with the other practically wrapped around him protectively.)

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