A New Platform [Intro Post February]

[voidtreckermods]

On the Train

Three days after the Voidtreckers return to the void after their adventures on the biosphere world, they are awoken by a familiar announcement.

"Good morning passengers, it is day Sixteen of the month of Jelly. Points have been updated on the system."

They have indeed, and everyone can spend the morning shopping. Those who have been on the train for a while will also be expecting the second announcement that comes a few hours later.

"Shortly arriving into a designated void platform. Exit from void in ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one." A lurch and a jolt and the windows fill with the fog that means they are at a platform. The fog seems thicker than usual and as they step out onto the platform they will find it is cold, very cold. Icy fog sticks to their clothing, makes it hard to see very far; the atmosphere is dark and gloomy.

As usual the first to leave the train notice nothing as they walk silently, rucksacks on their backs, towards the barriers: Alexis Rhodes, Elfnein, Itsuki Myoudouin, Ken Ichijouji, MT, Neku Sakuraba, Nike Lemercier, Noctis Lucis Caelum, Rainbow Dash, Rei Saotome, Taichi Yagami, Tsubomi Hanasaki, Yuri Tsukikage and Zechs Merquise all pass through the platform, not looking back before they disappear through the barriers and into the fog beyond.

But on the platform itself there are new faces. Wearing hoodies in all four colours, in various states of confusion.

For New Passengers

At first all they can see is steam, billowing around them as they come to their senses. As their eyes adjust, they will see they are on a platform, glass and dark stone rising in sturdy arches around them. Behind them is a set of barriers, and in front of them is a single track extending both ways into thick fog.

They are standing, in clothes that are not their own and a style they might not even recognise. They are carrying a rucksack on their back. For a moment it seems to just be them, alone in the white haze; then the steam begins to fade and they realise they aren’t alone.

The platform is not large with sixteen figures scattered around, all facing the tracks, all dressed in cargo trousers and hoodies. To both the left and right, tracks disappear into the mist. Then there is a roaring sound and out of the fog arrives a train. Jet black with gold writing on the side. The Voidtrecker Express. There is a hiss as the doors slide open and out step a strange assortment of people. Some are human, some are less so. Most are wearing the same hoodie in one of the four colours, red, orange, blue and purple, though some are sporting different clothes in a variety of styles.

The Train

After a short time, the doors hiss open again. Those from the train may encourage those on the platform to board. It’s not like there's anywhere else to go and even if there was, you feel a pull. A need to board, a feeling that staying on the platform would lead to something terrible. If that is not enough, there are plenty of people on the platform now, to encourage them onto the train.

Each ICP shows the same message and next to the screens there are stacks of leaflets written by those on the train, with further information (see
'Publications'). The store rooms have been restocked with fresh ingredients, including several crates of avocados, the ingredient of the month of Jelly, as well as all sundries.

For passengers that have bought items, these are also scattered around the luggage carriage in various suitcases and bags.

New passengers will find their ticket allows them into their cabins. They may need to negotiate for beds, especially if they want a top bunk!

Room is tight but there are storage cubbies at the head of each bed, beds fold up and the bottom bunks double as benches for the small table. There is storage under those benches full of spare blankets and pillows.

Departure

A second horn sounds to encourage any stragglers braving the freezing fog, and the doors slide shut. Veteran passengers know what will happen next, but they may wish to brief their new companions.

The train sets off, the fog obscuring the view again as it picks up speed.

"Welcome aboard, passengers of the Voidtrecker Express." A female-coded artificial sounding voice echoes throughout the train. "Please take the time to read the passenger information displayed on the Information and Communication points and familiarise yourself with the layout and emergency exits."

The train begins to tilt, leaving the ground and rising up into the fog-filled sky.

"Entrance into Voidspace imminent. New passengers are advised to remain seated. Entry into Voidspace in ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one."

A shudder, a jolt, a lurch to the left. A flash of light, colourful and blinding. As quick as it happens it is done. The train seems to steady itself. The fog from the windows is gone now, replaced with a kaleidoscope of ever-changing colours.

Welcome to the Void!

Comments

[its_dad_sanzo]

Inside his sleeves, Koumyou's been white-knuckle gripping his own elbows as though he has to hold on for dear life. When Devero says that last bit, Koumyou dares to step closer and just... rests his forehead against Devero's back.

"Okay."

If Devero can tell, and hasn't felt like that around him...

"If that ever changes, please... I..." deep, shuddering breath, "I want to protect you." Including from himself, if need-be. Maybe especially from himself.

cw self-directed victim blaming

[subcircuits]

The touch of Koumyou's forehead to his back makes him flinch, but it's just surprise and keyed up nerves. Immediately after that he leans back, just a little, a brief acknowledging pressure.

If that ever changes, if he does start to fear Koumyou... won't he just deserve it? Just like he deserves whatever Valdana's put him through, just because he put himself into her hands. Just because he's so fucking desperate and emotionally needy that he'll latch on to anyone. Just because he needs to be kept in line, since his own judgment is so fucking bad...

Now that he's started thinking this way, he finds it just as hard to shake as Koumyou is. Now he's afraid, too.

He tries to control the bleak pessimism he's feeling when he responds. "My choices are mine to make, and the consequences mine to endure." ...Emphasis on tries.

[its_dad_sanzo]

"I don't ever want to be consequences," Koumyou says quietly, but intently, down against Devero's back. "I don't ever want to be something you... endure."

cw abuse trauma

[subcircuits]

There's a long moment of silence, Devero standing stiff with Koumyou just behind him. It takes him that long just to work up the nerve to say, "If-- if it did-- if something did change... Would you-- would y-you let me go?"

Because that's the one of the biggest problems with his relationship with Valdana, isn't it? He doesn't think she'd ever let him go, even if he wanted to break things off. He can't just leave, not if he wants to retain everything else he has as a citizen working in Techstead. He has no choice but to agree to her terms, and submit to her, and suffer.

[its_dad_sanzo]

"Absolutely," Koumyou doesn't even have to think about that to respond that way, and to mean it.

(Which is sort of proof that he's nothing like Ukoku likes to make him think, isn't it?)

"Even if it wasn't for some dire reason like that. Even if you just... felt differently. I'm yours for as long as you want me, Devero. When that changes, I... I won't fight it."

When, not if, of course.

[subcircuits]

It's right there in the way he says that, so automatic and so sure-- that is why Devero isn't afraid of him. It's that instant reassurance, and the way that Koumyou expands it unprompted to include mundane reasons for leaving, rather than limiting Devero's out from the relationship to only moments of trauma or crisis.

He turns around, slowly so as to give Koumyou some warning, and catches the other man's face in his big hands. He tilts it up, if Koumyou will let him, and if not he actually ducks a little, trying to get a look. Trying to read his face. Whatever it is he manages to see seems to satisfy him.

"If anything ever changes in the way I feel about you," he says, "I hope-- no. I will have respect enough for us both to break it off, open and honest. And until that happens, if, I ask that you respect me enough to trust that I'm with you because I want to be, and because I want you."

[its_dad_sanzo]

There's a moment of hesitation before Koumyou allows his face to be tipped up. His expression is sad and vulnerable, nowhere near the realm of cold and cruel.

He searches Devero's face in turn after that declaration, and then just... nods.

"...Okay."

[subcircuits]

Devero looks back at him, his own expression serious, and repeats it with a nod of his own. "Okay."

Vice and virtue, though, how sad he looks. He's never seen an expression like this on Valdana's face, that's for sure. He swipes his thumbs lightly along Koumyou's cheek bones, as if he could wipe the melancholy away. "...Can I kiss you right now?" he asks softly. "It's okay if you're not feeling up to it."

[its_dad_sanzo]

"Yes," Koumyou pulls his hands free of his sleeves and sets them lightly on Devero's hips, but not to push him away. "Please."

[subcircuits]

"Okay," he whispers again, and bends his head. He captures Koumyou's lips with his own, perhaps a little hesitantly, but otherwise warm and gentle.

[its_dad_sanzo]

And Koumyou meets him part-way, going up a little onto the balls of his feet, pressing back just as warmly and even perhaps a dash insistently, like Devero might vanish in a puff of smoke.

[subcircuits]

Oh Koumyou. Devero's not going anywhere. In fact, as he rises up a little to meet Devero, the bigger man releases his face to loop his arms around Koumyou's waist, pinning him up against his body. Devero had planned to keep this kiss chaste, but that touch of insistence has him opening his mouth, tasting Koumyou's lips with a dart of his tongue.

[its_dad_sanzo]

The priest's hands move, too, sliding around behind Devero and holding onto his lower back, gripping tight.

And this time when Koumyou chases after that darting tongue with his own, he has no reason to pull back, or to apologize, or to cover his mouth like he'd just let some horrible secret loose. That hesitation is still there, but it melts more and more by the second as his own tongue slides across Devero's lips in turn, hot and slippery.

[subcircuits]

With an encouraging little murmur, Devero's lips part further, and now their tongues are tangling that hot and slippery together, and it feels-- like a weight has been lifted. The worry that their relationship had been changed in some way by their fight, or that on reflection after their first whirlwind bout of intimacy Koumyou had decided he wasn't interested in sex with Devero after all, had been sitting heavily on Devero's heart and he hadn't even known it.

He knows that it's gone, though, and he makes another wordless, excited sound against his Sanzo's mouth.

[its_dad_sanzo]

Oh no, Koumyou's definitely still interested. The hands on Devero's lower back slide down over his fancy new clothes and palm his ass boldly, pulling him somehow even closer.

The priest only pulls away from their kiss when he has to, but when he meets Devero's eyes there's obvious heat in his own. Searching, but this time for something else entirely...

"...If we want to keep going," Koumyou offers breathlessly, "I can lock the whole floor."

Just saying.

[subcircuits]

"You can what?" he says, dazed and not exactly. Comprehending. At first. He blinks and some of the focus comes back into his eyes. He looks down at Koumyou with a matching heat in his own dark eyes. "...With the sutra?"

[its_dad_sanzo]

Koumyou nods, and reaches up with one hand to cup the side of Devero's face, the other still planted quite happily on his ass. What a contrast between just his own hands!

"...If you want me to."

It's not like the sutra can't easily reach the two ends of the car and just block off the staircases.

[subcircuits]

Devero's eyes drift close and he leans his cheek into the touch. Which cheek, and which touch? Yes.

"I am very tempted," he murmurs. His eyes open a crack, then, and he looks back down at Koumyou. "I-- I'd feel bad abandoning our lesson, though."

[its_dad_sanzo]

"It wasn't anything so formal, was it?" Koumyou asks, raising an eyebrow. "Exposure therapy, you called it? It would mean fooling around with it active... if I let it do anything besides block the stairs..."

It may actually be even better therapy, in the long run.

But Koumyou smiles up at him, warm and gentle, the hand lower on Devero relaxing. "We don't have to. I just... wanted to offer."

[subcircuits]

He chuckles, mostly at himself. "I suppose it wasn't. It's just... important to me, to do this." But Koumyou knows that. And it's not like they don't have all the time in the world to habituate him to the artifact's absurd power, now is it?

--Okay, now he's chuckling at Koumyou, too. "I don't think I'm there yet," he says, his voice gentle. "And I'd hate to ruin things if I get all... all spooked because of something the sutra does."

He bends down and steals a kiss from those smiling lips, but only a very brief, chaste one. "Rain check?" he says. "Let me get a few more therapy sessions in before we try to sutra-fuck."

[its_dad_sanzo]

Koumyou beams up at him after the kiss, expression just so fond. Both his hands come up over Devero's shoulders to card fingers through the bigger man's hair, and he goes up on his toes again to also steal another little peck of a kiss.

"That sounds like a good idea to me."

Look at these boys and their communication! They're so good at it!

"Do you want to dance some more, then?"

[subcircuits]

Oh yes, he's quite happy to have Koumyou's hands in his hair. Devero closes his eyes in obvious appreciation, smiling against Koumyou's lips as the priest smooches him.

In lieu of a spoken answer, Devero gestures the music back on. Then he takes up Koumyou's hand, places his other on the priest's waist, and when Koumyou's ready as well, he leads them back into it with a new bounce to his steps.

[its_dad_sanzo]

Koumyou is more than willing to be swept along into it, and beams up at Devero.

After a few rounds, the sutra stirs as well, lifting off the stage to whirl lazily around them. Just the one strand this time, but it's very long.

"I feel like we should do this more often, just to do it."

No sutra required.

[subcircuits]

One long, lazy strand Devero can handle. (Or maybe that's just a benefit of his suddenly buoyant mood?) In fact, the way it whirls makes him want to follow suit, meaning he leads Koumyou again into tighter, faster steps, sharper turns, and even a dramatic spin or two.

He's catching Koumyou up close, absorbing the momentum of the latest spin, when the priest says that. His breath catches in his throat for a moment, then releases again in a delighted laugh. "Oh, could we please? I would love that."

[its_dad_sanzo]

"Well now we simply must," Koumyou laughs in turn, pleased by how much more relaxed Dev seems to be now. Even with the sutra!