happyends: (cars honking far away)
madoka kaname (鹿目 まどか) ([personal profile] happyends) wrote in [community profile] voidtreckerexpress 2021-08-13 05:33 pm (UTC)

"Over feedback.." She thinks, anyway. It's been so long since she last asked, and considering how the train still has done nothing about it, the girl has kind of given up on asking it that way. It just makes her bad to think and talk about it, only to be met with nothing in response.

It's what makes her chew on her lower lip a little, even now. Her stomach churns with guilt. Even though it's the train's fault that she's here, she still can't help but feel personally responsible for what might have happened to her world because of her disappearance.

"But I.. on that day we could ask it things, I.. I did ask why it took me, you know? Even aside from what was going on back home, it's not like I have any special powers. I didn't even know how to fight before I got taught that here." So why would the train take her of all people - even as one of the first people here on the train! - to go around and fight and save worlds? Her first mission was terrifying!

For a moment the girl pauses. She never likes talking about herself so much - it feels selfish. But maybe in this case it can help distract Tidus from thinking about the thing he was most sad about, so..

"And it told me that I had all the skills I needed to save worlds, and that I shouldn't doubt myself.."

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