Sonya Blade (
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Who: Sonya Blade (gentle nudge Cassie Cage) and you
Where: Kitchen carriage, garden, training gym
When: Grasshopper days 25-30
What: Her daughter's birthday/ dealing with insomnia/ PT
Warnings: mentions of character death and ptsd
Kitchen Carriage:
The name of the months in this place made no sense; fiddlesticks..Grasshopper. Of course, Sonya knew not all worlds kept the same record of time as Earthrealm, but being stuck on a train like this, it wasn't like she had anything as a reference. All she had to go by was the month of when she arrived in this place.
That was why she was in kitchen carriage, keeping an eye on the oven timer, while mixing a batch of cream cheese icing. Cassie's birthday was July 30th, and while she knew she might be off by a week or so, there was almost-no..she couldn't call it an obligation. Baking was a skill she kept hidden from most, but if she was ever lucky enough to spend a birthday with her, she would bake Cass a birthday cake. Of course, it wasn't exactly like it would've been if they were home; a deep tray instead of a cake pan, and lacking any food coloring, she couldn't make the red velvet cake that was her favorite.
The icing was cooling in the walk-in, while she kept an eye on the timer. Still sore from therapy and being on her feet, she was forced to wait it out in her wheelchair, going through a book on piano instructions.
Garden (timed for late at night):
Thirty years in the military, five of those spent in actual warfare, Sonya was well acquainted with nightmares and insomnia, even without the counselor's diagnosis. Some nights were better than others of course; some she was blessedly too tired to dream, while other nights, sleep either wouldn't come, or it would, and the nightmares so vivid. She told everyone she kept a cot in her office because it was easier than driving home, but it wasn't entirely a lie either. She had no such luxury in this place.
Not for the first time since arriving here, she woke up gasping from a nightmare, only just managing to not scream outloud. The dream sent her back to Quan Chi's fortress, back to seeing Johnny choking on his own blood, Jax who wasn't Jax..and she being unable to fight back.
Fifteen minutes later would find her in the rock garden carriage, a blanket thrown over her bedclothes because she was too out of her head to change into something else. She couldn't even bother using her wheelchair, the steady ache in her legs almost welcomed compared to what was going on in her head.
Inwardly, Sonya hoped the ruckus didn't wake anyone up, but given her luck, it was unlikely.
Training gym;
Slowly, she was getting on her feet. While her shoulders and ribs had recovered enough for her to do basic upper body exercises, her lower body was still in recovery; just walking on her own was training enough.
She needed to do more though. At her age, she didn't rebound as fast as she would've liked, but that was no excuse for her to be lazy about things either. Whatever knots, aches, or stiffness that came with combat and age would only get worse if she allowed herself to settle-and no one, least of all herself, could afford to settle.
Admittedly, for the present moment, she was taking it easy-for her anyway. She'd gotten into yoga when she was pregnant with Cassie, and though it was by no means a habit anymore, the stretching and muscle coordination was just the warm-up she needed.
Where: Kitchen carriage, garden, training gym
When: Grasshopper days 25-30
What: Her daughter's birthday/ dealing with insomnia/ PT
Warnings: mentions of character death and ptsd
Kitchen Carriage:
The name of the months in this place made no sense; fiddlesticks..Grasshopper. Of course, Sonya knew not all worlds kept the same record of time as Earthrealm, but being stuck on a train like this, it wasn't like she had anything as a reference. All she had to go by was the month of when she arrived in this place.
That was why she was in kitchen carriage, keeping an eye on the oven timer, while mixing a batch of cream cheese icing. Cassie's birthday was July 30th, and while she knew she might be off by a week or so, there was almost-no..she couldn't call it an obligation. Baking was a skill she kept hidden from most, but if she was ever lucky enough to spend a birthday with her, she would bake Cass a birthday cake. Of course, it wasn't exactly like it would've been if they were home; a deep tray instead of a cake pan, and lacking any food coloring, she couldn't make the red velvet cake that was her favorite.
The icing was cooling in the walk-in, while she kept an eye on the timer. Still sore from therapy and being on her feet, she was forced to wait it out in her wheelchair, going through a book on piano instructions.
Garden (timed for late at night):
Thirty years in the military, five of those spent in actual warfare, Sonya was well acquainted with nightmares and insomnia, even without the counselor's diagnosis. Some nights were better than others of course; some she was blessedly too tired to dream, while other nights, sleep either wouldn't come, or it would, and the nightmares so vivid. She told everyone she kept a cot in her office because it was easier than driving home, but it wasn't entirely a lie either. She had no such luxury in this place.
Not for the first time since arriving here, she woke up gasping from a nightmare, only just managing to not scream outloud. The dream sent her back to Quan Chi's fortress, back to seeing Johnny choking on his own blood, Jax who wasn't Jax..and she being unable to fight back.
Fifteen minutes later would find her in the rock garden carriage, a blanket thrown over her bedclothes because she was too out of her head to change into something else. She couldn't even bother using her wheelchair, the steady ache in her legs almost welcomed compared to what was going on in her head.
Inwardly, Sonya hoped the ruckus didn't wake anyone up, but given her luck, it was unlikely.
Training gym;
Slowly, she was getting on her feet. While her shoulders and ribs had recovered enough for her to do basic upper body exercises, her lower body was still in recovery; just walking on her own was training enough.
She needed to do more though. At her age, she didn't rebound as fast as she would've liked, but that was no excuse for her to be lazy about things either. Whatever knots, aches, or stiffness that came with combat and age would only get worse if she allowed herself to settle-and no one, least of all herself, could afford to settle.
Admittedly, for the present moment, she was taking it easy-for her anyway. She'd gotten into yoga when she was pregnant with Cassie, and though it was by no means a habit anymore, the stretching and muscle coordination was just the warm-up she needed.

Kitchen carriage
"Baking, huh?" Cassie says. "It smells good."
Re: Kitchen carriage
Though, in all fairness, it wasn't like she could bare anyone from the kitchen, and given the way days were noted here, for all Sonya knew, she'd already celebrated. She also wasn't entirely trying to make it a surprise cake either, however much she would've liked to claim it.
"Thanks..." She sighed. "It's actually for you. If we were back home, we'd be celebrating your birthday-or near enough to it."
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"Might as well celebrate sometime," Cassie says.
A warm smile crosses her face.
"I always liked it when you had time to bake. I always liked the cake, but...I liked it more that you were there to make it."
Re: Kitchen carriage
Well, she was here now. So..dates aside, they might as well celebrate. "Don't let anyone on base know, but..I actually do enjoy baking."
It just happened to be another hobby she was never allowed to indulge in; there was the fact that being on Base meant not having easy access to the kitchen, but also the reality that SF fitness standards didn't allow that much room for such indulgence.
"Five minutes left on the timer, then it still has to cool off." So she just needed to wait for a half hour.
Re: Kitchen carriage
Re: Kitchen carriage
Mostly thanks to the timer and having done this before. That there wasn't anything for a distraction also helped. "Was able to make a batch of cream cheese icing though."
So, nearly her favorite.
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Would they use twenty-three or twenty-five; in truth it hardly mattered, cake was cake after all.
"Your father might consider it sacrilege." Then again, he would've moved mountains to make something of a party in this place. However much he'd mellowed since the wars, when it came to Cassie, it was like he was a young man all over again.
Though, that did bring something up. "See if you can find anything like ice cream in the deep-freeze."
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She has much the same thought about the candles anyway. She heads off to look through the freezer for anything that looks frozen and sweet.
She comes back with...well, it's a carton of something. There are letters in an indiscernible script written on the top.
"I'm not sure if this is ice cream or not, but...well, only one way to find out."
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The skewer came out clean when she tested the cake, and she was working on taking it out of the pan when Cassie returned.
She studied the container; it did look like ice cream, but for all she new it could just be something that looked like it.
"So long as there's no 'double dipping'..." She looked around a moment to ensure they were presently alone. "I don't see anything wrong with testing it first."
Not something she would usually suggest, but she hadn't gone through the effort of making a cake from scratch only to have some wasted because it turned out to be frozen lard instead of actual ice cream.
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She takes the scoop she'd carried with her (the fact that the train seems to have a scoop designed for this is a good sign, she thinks) and digs in, leaving it on a small dish. It's now clear that there's some sort of purple marbled stripe inside of it that looks fruity.
She glances at Sonya for a moment before grabbing a spoon and taking a tentative bite.
"Not sure what kind of fruit flavor this is, but it seems good."
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Carefully, she set both cakes down onto a cooling rack. Cassie might's preferred them as gooey, but if she were to try and ice them now, it would all just drip off and leave it all a complete mess.
"Suppose that's one good thing about your father not being here, I would've had to resort to violence to keep him from sneaking a piece or two before it was ready."
Not for the first time he's tried to pull such a stunt. Once and awhile, Sonya just bothered with decorating over the full project and it always felt like she was defending a fort rather than with pastry.
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She has more restraint than her father does, but that doesn't stop her from hovering around them a little.
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"I do now. Around Thanksgiving on Briggs farm, but your father deserved it. Vera and her sister had been working in the kitchen for hours by the time we got there, and he couldn't wait another hour or two before dinner was ready."
Unfortunately for him, Sonya was also in the kitchen to lend a hand and like hell would she let him get away with it. "He should be grateful it was me and not your great-uncle, he would've actually stabbed him through the hand."
Though, she doubted the other two would've even brandished a knife-maybe just struck him in the head or something.
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And not just from his enemies, either.
She took a bread knife and started slicing the top half of one of the cakes.
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"You're not pretending that cake is Dad, are you?"
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Her birthday, things like nutrition guidelines didn't count.
She started spreading icing on the cake she just scalped. "We did eventually work things out..." She paused, recalling that there was a two year difference between them. "He..I gave permission for him to attend some therapy meetings with me."
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"I kinda figured you might," she says, still smiling.
She pops some cake into her mouth and chews for a while. Her expression grows a little more serious and thoughtful as she considers the situation.
"I know there was always...more going on there, than just how you feel about him. I guess you've had a couple more years to work that out."
kitchen
"Hey," he gives in a friendly greeting, a little on automatic before he can think that maybe he shouldn't disturb her. But he doubts it's that big of a deal either, making his way over to the fridge. Spotting the mess of baking on his way, and a thought coming to mind.
Re: kitchen
She wasn't sloppy by nature, not with her military background. However, she wasn't fully done with baking, so some of her supplies was still out on the counter.
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Yeah, it's a little weird asking to clean after someone's baking, maybe, and he adds with a small laugh, "This is gotta count too, right? I don't actually know if we get points for it, but well, I'm gonna see soon enough."
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"What's the deal with the points system anyway?" It sounded military, but points were often something to avoid, not earn. "Are they a sort of currency or if we earn enough does that allow for certain privileges?"
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"No privileges--I haven't really heard anyone getting the train to do anything, but yeah, a currency. You seen the small rooms at the ends of the train cars, near the toilets? Those have shop terminals in 'em. You can buy things already on the train, or ask for stuff from...well, your own world, I think? I got a blanket for a friend and a trunk of heals," he explains.
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This had more meaning to it anyway.
She checked the timer and wheeled herself to get the ovenmitts, before opening to check if the cakes were done or not. "What's your name anyway.." She checked him again. "You're the same team as my daughter."
Not a question, by now she recognized the train-issued clothing and what the colors meant.
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"Are you Cassie's mom?" But with that, he gestures to himself and answers, "I'm Tidus. I've been around here for two months."
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She pulled the cake from the oven, testing to see if it was done; it was. "I think you might've arrived on the same train as Cassie."
Two months sounded like the same amount of time as her own.
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"Uh, yeah, maybe. I think so. I met her after my second mission. Haven't really worked with her yet. But she told me about being a soldier, and her dad--your husband? About him being a movie star!"
Really though, what he remembers most is...
"It sounded like your family's got an exciting life."
He moves away from the fridge, to the side to put down his drink. Looking over to where the dumb waiter is for a second, and the mess that'll need to be moved over upstairs to be washed.
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"That's something of an understatement." Even if the military wasn't as action packed as her teen-age self was lead to believe, if it wasn't preparing for an OP, it was dealing with other senior officers (Domestic and International). Frankly, OPs and raids were easier.
That was to say nothing of Johnny's connections and past as a hollywood action story.
"Do yourself a favor," She carefully moved to where she'd put the icing. "If Johnny does show up, don't mention the hollywood career, you'll never get him to shut up."
Not that Johnny was ever one to be silent for long; the only time she ever got him to shut up was when she told him she was pregnant.
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"But I know Cassie's been talking about watching his films sometime. I wouldn't mind hearing the commentary track." Which sounds like it'd be a riot with the guy, and you wouldn't be able to remember most of the film for it. "That for a special occasion, by the way? Or just a side hobby?"
He cocks his head to her cooling sponge, the icing prepared. Tidus wouldn't have imagined Cassie's mom as a baker, but hey, what did he know? Everyone needs hobbies--especially when they're stuck on a train.
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She pulled out a bread knife to slice the top part of one of the cakes. "Oh, she'll give a commentary alright. His movies are of cult status and it has nothing to with oscar bait."
Cassie was one of the few who could give such details and not face Johnny's temper.
"You want some of these scraps?"
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He's near about to start walking, but he's thinking, and looks back over to Sonya.
"There anything you think she'd like? Something off the train?"
He knows she'd like some better organisation on the train, but well, he wasn't the guy for that.
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She looked up from her work. "Um...she enjoys cheesy martial arts movies, anything to do with fashion. She's a soldier, so anything to do with relaxing works."
She wasn't entirely sure what was on the train besides a garden and entertainment car.
Kitchen
Or rather to make puff pastry for when he did bake.
His eyebrows went up and he smiled to see Sonya there. "Hello, General. What brings you here? Cake? Pie? Pastry, perhaps?" He did enjoy helping others bake; he wondered if he could join in. Or at least if she wouldn't mind him nearby, puttering about.
Re: Kitchen
She returned the smile; small but genuine. "Cake," She answered, recalling their talk when she was in recovery. "It's...well, near enough to Cass's birthday, and this just nearly a tradition."
Nearly, because she wasn't always around to celebrate her daughter's birthday with her. Sometimes she did cheat a little and order the cakes already made, but she would take the time to front and decorate them. Either way, it meant she was there, and that in of itself was worth celebrating.
Re: Kitchen
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"Cassie's favorite is a kind called 'red-velvet', but I haven't found any red food coloring. This is as close a recipe otherwise."
Re: Kitchen
Glorfindel had to try hard to make any racket at all, but as she was a friend, he didn't bother and went on his business without a sound, except for when he spoke.
"Why do they call it red velvet? Is it simply the name?" he asked. He measured out the ingredients by sight, as this was a recipe he'd been making so often lately.
Re: Kitchen
Well, she knew for next time atleast. "I think it's just a name, or maybe because it resembles red velvet." She just knew the recipe, not the history of the name. "It's Cassie's favorite, that's the extent of my knowledge-outside of the recipe of course."