Perhaps there's a reason why. So many reasons, and it's an obstacle.
He tries putting as gently as he could, fearing his temper. "You said you wanted to change. I want to change your perception of me. I want you to see me the way I am, and not what you expect me to be. You...you have to empathize with me as a person with feelings, with likes and dislikes, and not as an object, a doll. I learn my lesson to don't believe in people so blindly. My world is full of darkness, Xue Yang and there's no light I could love."
At that, he looks sad, fearing he opens up his feelings and vulnerability and being taken advantage of like so many other people had done to him, and Xue Yang will find a weak point to break him again. "I want to like you in that way you're hoping for. But it starts with you actually looking at me and not some sort of conquest or competition or an object you hate. That's what I'm worried about. If I open up my heart to you again, you'll break it."
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He tries putting as gently as he could, fearing his temper. "You said you wanted to change. I want to change your perception of me. I want you to see me the way I am, and not what you expect me to be. You...you have to empathize with me as a person with feelings, with likes and dislikes, and not as an object, a doll. I learn my lesson to don't believe in people so blindly. My world is full of darkness, Xue Yang and there's no light I could love."
At that, he looks sad, fearing he opens up his feelings and vulnerability and being taken advantage of like so many other people had done to him, and Xue Yang will find a weak point to break him again. "I want to like you in that way you're hoping for. But it starts with you actually looking at me and not some sort of conquest or competition or an object you hate. That's what I'm worried about. If I open up my heart to you again, you'll break it."