"Yes..But I don't want to force what I want on him. He should make his own choice. And with what I have done I may never be his choice." Because Xue Yang has already made him do too much. And forcing himself on him now would only make Xingchen lose even more trust in him. He'd rather just stay back and enjoy just being able to be around him.

"He is a light...and I extinguished it. I just want that light to come back."