He's not sure if this is close to happiness or content, but he feels better now that he knows it's him. How much darkness Xue Yang must face on his own alone. Loving him maybe a mistake, a path full of sorrow and regret, but maybe that will be his path too if he chooses.

He's not sure if he's deserved to be seen worthy as a light. "I'll give it a try." He said. But a part of him is hopeful. While the road is maybe bumpy, maybe there is joy and happiness at the end of the road. "I can't be the source of your happiness sometimes. I won't be able to make you happy. My heart is weak."

Suddenly he feels tired, tired of fighting. He sees darkness everywhere within him, so it's better to accept it. So searching for him, he's going to wrap his arms around the man for a hug and seek his chest to lay his head-on.

"I suppose where you are, where it's dark. It's not so bad. As long as you want me there and be gentle with me, then I'll stay with you."