He hasn't left him yet, but he will to retire for the night. "Xue Yang, you're trying too hard. I don't want you to harm anyone. Harming another is harming yourself."

A pause, a beat. "I am trying to live my life for A-Qing for now. I live for her." Which sounds fair. However, he heard his desperation to do anything. To search for meaning and purpose. "If you want to make up to me, you..." Actually, he doesn't quite know. He has to give him a purpose.

"Just try to understand me and do your best. I think that's all you could do."