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Roland Crane ([personal profile] adregem) wrote in [community profile] voidtreckerexpress2020-11-03 02:01 am

the voidtrecker cafe is now open? ☕ a november catch-all!

Who: Roland Crane x OTA!
Where: Various places, specifically/primarily: the Kitchen and the Gym.
When: Spanning most of early Imagination, from Imagination 1-12 (pre-mission weeks).
What: Join the train's resident president as he explores various degrees of hobby-making, training, and whatever else comes between work and sleep.
Warnings: Self-indulgent Barista!Roland as the primary prompt. No apologies given!!!


01 - good to the last drop?
It's your sense of smell that's engaged first. Walk upstairs unto the second floor of the Kitchen, and it's impossible to miss. Its wafting aroma may even reach below the floor, enticing you to come up out of curiosity. For those who come from Earth in particular, it's a smell that feels fond and nostalgic, invoking busy work days and people-watching by busy tables.

Almost true to the designated name of the month, there is an invitation to be swept away by the roast of coffee beans stirring the imagination. The air around here is unbelievably fragrant, almost sweet. And the amateur roast master for as long as supplies last is a dutiful figure - Roland Crane, in a simple polo shirt and an apron tied to his waist, standing behind the steel counter with an open crate of supplies from his recent purchase at the store. The communal coffee maker is there too, but his spread is more meticulous this time around. Two bags of coffee beans labeled 'hazelnut creme' and 'dark arabica' to one side, with batches already ground up. The portable grinder is small, but it matches the moka pot for espresso. Hot water already reaching the boil, with bottles lined up like they're ready for service: a couple of syrup selections, bottles of milk, cream, sugar, then finally the hero of the month: honey in various containers.

He's reading a book from the counter, head tilted down, but don't let that stop you from approaching. He's got something brewing, in more ways than one. In fact, as soon as he notices you, he'll offer a small smile, abandoning the task of reading altogether as he goes for his tools. Cups and mugs within reach, but he'll pretend to write something on them with his pen. An inside joke that may or may not connect, but he commits to the immersion anyway:

"Hey, welcome back. Don't worry, I remember you. And what you ordered last time. Heh."

Kick back. Relax. Have a cuppa of honey and coffee and let Roland the barista hear your tales of woe. Or joy? Whatever you're willing to share. He'll listen. He's got the experience, trust him.

(The tip jar to the very end of his work station is absolutely fake.)



02 - a moving target.
[ At the Gym, some time before mission information goes up and Roland heads straight into his usual business mode, you will find him with his pistol. But for those who have seen him in action already, there's something decidedly different this time around. The gun in his hand, although already more futuristic and magical in its design, is looking more spruced up. An extra barrel that makes it bulky, and the muzzle shaped odd. There's something there that was not there before.

And the only time you will see this for yourself is when he takes a deep breath...and aims at the makeshift targets from a distance. They're staggered, purposely left in random formations. When Roland shoots, his left hand holding the trigger, the usual sound of a gun firing filling the car...Until it stops and suddenly a grappling hook comes out instead. A weird combination, but it fires just as fast as the bullets and there's a struggle to reach the farthest dummy.

Unfortunately, it doesn't quite catch. And so Roland retracts it back, the fiber cable making a sharp whizzing sound as it returns to the gun. ]


[ He sighs. ] This is going to take some getting used to before I even think about making new moves.

[ Approach him here, for training, and he'll be a happy partner. ] Say, got something small I can use to try and grab with my new toy, here? I promise I won't break it. [ Roland nods, jokingly but also, how could he lie to you with such an earnest face? ]



03 - Wildcard!
[ For anything else you may want to do! Am on Discord < Titallenial#7701 > for plotting ideas. Am always open, and will follow your lead! ]
flatteries: (i've memorized that phrase by heart)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-22 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
".. no."

Inigo shakes his head. Having finished his own cookie, he uses his now freed up hand to gently put it on top of Roland's. Like trying to gently pull the older guy's attention, make him look at him.

Because Inigo gets what's going on here. He knows exactly why Roland suddenly stops, hesitates, apologizes. It's so obvious from what they discussed only a few days ago now. Inigo's heartbreak. The future he had envisioned then falling to pieces. He still recalls it now, the things he fantasized about back then - going to college together with Yuki, something he had absolutely no idea about other than what Yuki told him, but felt stoked about all the same. Waking up in bed with the other, seeing Yuki's face first thing while opening his eyes. Seeing all the sights Yuki had talked about.

Roland is trying to prevent it, isn't he? Trying to keep Inigo from hurting more. Trying to prevent unfulfilled promises from piling up.

But.. what's the alternative? Just never hoping for anything? Never making connections, just so it won't hurt when they're broken? Inigo couldn't live that way. His heart is much too big to not feel for other people, and he'd be miserable by himself anyway.

Maybe he should take a risk here, even if it may hurt in the long run.

"Please.. talk about that. I want to hear it. I like hearing about it." He smiles. It's not too wide, which makes it look like he isn't faking it. But it's warm, kind - even hopeful. Because he dares to hope. Wants to hope, even under their current circumstances. "I want to think about a future like that. With you, father."

He wants to at least think about being able to be happy. A future spent together with a father by his side. With a little brother. An unknown world, but one Inigo is willing to learn about. An opportunity to find a new place for himself somewhere, but not having to do it by himself. Isn't that all Inigo ever wanted? Maybe he's just desperately latching onto any chance he gets to have that, but.. is that so wrong? Is it wrong to want to find happiness where he can get it?

"Besides, I.. I like the sound of that idea. I mean, it's exactly what I've struggled with for so long." What he's still struggling with a little bit, but less so as the idea of this future becomes more and more concrete in his mind's eye. "Not feeling like I belonged anywhere. If I could help other kids from not having to feel that, if I could make them smile.. Then I'd be so glad."
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[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-28 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Inigo is thinking about it too. Imagining it. It's a bit harder for him, since he has no idea what Roland's world must be like other than the slight scraps of knowledge he has, but he's getting there somewhat. The general idea is easy to imagine, anyway. Hanging out with a group of kids every day. Making sure they never feel what he had to go through - that terrifying feeling of being all alone, of having nothing to fall back on. Making sure they have reasons to smile. It's all he ever wanted, yet could never do in that wasteland of a future, because everything was already too far gone to try and build back up.

"Well, I'm.. not sure yet who that is yet. The person I want to be."

Isn't it similar to what he talked about before with Tidus? The other telling him he could just start anew, do anything he wants, be anything he wants. An overwhelming possibility.

(Briefly Inigo wonders if Tidus may would like to come along too-- especially if the other is going to be separated from Yuna either way even once he'd go home. But then again, maybe Tidus would rather go back to try and find some way to get her back to her. Inigo wouldn't blame him, and quickly pushes the thought aside for now.)

"B-Besides! I'm not too good of a dancer at all, father, I certainly don't think I should be running any dance classes!" Inigo figures Roland must be imagining that sort of thing because of the knowledge about his mother being a dancer and all - so he certainly must not let the other guy catch on to the full extent of his hobby, it's too embarrassing! "But.. um, the idea of it all is fun."

He smiles at Roland, genuinely meaning it.

"Do you think Will may want to learn some things too?" Listen, he's definitely already going to make the biggest spot possible for the boy to fit into this idea of the future too.
flatteries: (promises break and lovers will lie)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-12-06 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
There's two difficult things here for Inigo too that he's rather avoid. There's the more obvious one, the embarrassment about dancing that he immediately wants to shove under the rug, not even wanting to think of Roland seeing him dance.

And then there's the more complicated one. The moment you realise you're an adult.. But isn't that something Inigo already realised a long time ago? Maybe not at first when his whole world shifted, when he had to fight to survive, but as the years went on, Inigo knew he was an adult, despite his age. He was doing things the adults normally would've done. That's not a discussion he wants to have either though - at least, not right now, not while they're sitting here with coffee and thinking of happier things.

So when Inigo does speak up, he just grins, saying: "Theatre?" There's a hint of surprise in his voice, but it's good surprise. The kind that makes him smile.

"That's so great! We had plays where I come from too, you know. I saw them all the time when I was younger." Though obviously different from the kind of theatre Roland may be used to, but close enough still that Inigo can grasp the concept. "I would love to see him do that. Theatre is such a great thing. It can really bring smiles to people's faces."
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[personal profile] flatteries 2020-12-08 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
For a second the boy's head dips a little, perhaps even with cheeks glowing with very faint colour. It feels like he's a bit in the spotlight right now, even if it's just to one person who's sitting here with him, but it's still a little much for his shy heart. Not to mention that Inigo truly isn't used to talking much about personal experiences, having clammed up about himself for long enough that it feels hard to pry anything out of him by now.

But for his father? Inigo would do anything, even trying to convey experiences from his past.

"Um, basically anything that stopped by the palace.. Most were a little too complicated for me to understand, since I was still so young, but even then I really liked just watching it. Looking at the colours of their costumes, the way they spoke, how much passion they poured into it.. It really amazed me when I was a child. They seemed like heroes to me, to be able to bravely go up there on stage and do such a thing."
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[personal profile] flatteries 2020-12-11 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
There's definitely a half-startled, half-embarrassed sound the moment his cheek is latched onto like that. Out of all possible reactions to the story he was telling, this sure wasn't one he was expecting. It leaves his cheeks a little rosy even after Roland's hand is pulled back, and not because blood is flowing to them after getting pinched!

He doesn't even know what to say to Roland's idea of his toddler self. How do you interact with your dad about things like these, Inigo has zero idea! So he's just.. carefully choosing to ignore that statement, instead focusing on the question the man asks after, which makes Inigo shake his head.

"Though even if they had, there is just no way I would have dared to. I was a very shy child." You know, as if he still isn't a shy child in very many ways.. Though he's definitely better than what he used to be like when he was younger, having had to grow up as fast as he did.

"I would often very literally hide behind my mother, especially when there were strangers around. I only dared to watch those performances since they didn't pay attention to us as an audience while they were performing a story. Not to mention that mother always let me sit on her lap."
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[personal profile] flatteries 2020-12-14 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Inigo would whine more at Roland's continued pinching of his cheeks, but something stops him. The other's words, more specifically. It's said almost casually, like it's just a normal thing to say, but-- I think I could have juggled both of you.

Does Roland really mean that? Inigo can't help but worry he's reading too much into it, but just those words are enough to warm his heart. Just the thought of Roland including him so naturally with his actual son, his biological one. The one he's known for much longer than the kid he only met on the train a few months ago. Like Inigo really is part of Roland's ideal fantasy of having a renewed life back home.

He's entirely unable to put his appreciation for it in words though, so instead it only transfers to a blush on Inigo's cheeks as he speaks up again.

"Puppet theatre? Don't you think I'm a little too old for that now, father?"

See, now it's easy to assume the blush is just since he's embarrassed about that, and not because he's incredibly touched. Nailed it.

"I-- I mean, I did it a few times with Owain, but that was just since there weren't many better ways to entertain the young children!" You know, in the middle of a post-apocalyptic hellscape where everyone was slowly dying and turning into zombies.
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[personal profile] flatteries 2020-12-21 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well.."

Inigo isn't too sure how to feel about all this. He sure isn't initially as enthusiastic about the idea of sock puppet theater as Roland is, but..

That's exactly the thing. Roland is excited about it. And not even just a little bit, oh no - the light in his eyes, the way he talks about it. It's not something he's never seen from Roland before, but it still feels relatively rare enough to treasure it.

So in that case? Of course Inigo will go along with this. It takes a moment of staring at the other, but then he continues: "W-Well, I'm still.. practicing sewing.."

So that's a no, but more a 'not yet' than a firm no.

"I've started trying to sew some cute little dresses for Jumblie, since I thought she might like them. But it's still harder than I thought it'd be."

He raises a hand, rubbing the back of his head. Thinking.

"But maybe sock puppets would be easier..?"
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[personal profile] flatteries 2020-12-25 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
If something could make him even shyer on the spot, his cheeks even redder, it'd be Roland's enthusiasm. Not that it's a bad thing, it's just that Inigo doesn't know how to deal with it. He may even be leaning back a little when Roland leans closer - though not far enough back to seem like he's trying to get away from the other.

"Y-- Yes, I am! Though I'm getting the feeling your expectations may be a bit too high.."

But it's far beyond Inigo to deny his father anything, so he lifts his hand, and a moment later he's pulled what he's been working on out of the Arms Band he wears on his finger. It's definitely a higgledy-sized sundress, though obviously a first attempt at one. Functional, but the cut isn't perfectly even, and it seems to be sown out of tiny patches of fabric with different patterns rather than one big piece. Like a quilt.

"The train only gave me tiny pieces when I bought fabric, so I've had to try and make do.. But it definitely doesn't look nice enough yet to give to to Jumblie. She deserves the best!"
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[personal profile] flatteries 2020-12-27 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Inigo can feel the tips of his ears getting so incredibly red and hot at all this praise. Perhaps he should be used to it by now - after all, Roland saying nice things about him is nothing new. And yet, the longer he stares at his father admiring the little dress, the more embarrassed he can feel himself get.

It takes just about all he's got to try and formulate an answer to the question Roland asks.

"Ah, well.." It's a good question, after all. Is Inigo enjoying himself? It's something Tidus spoke of before, after all, wanting to help Inigo find hobbies, find ways to enjoy himself..

"I do like sewing so far.." He sounds honest about about that, though a little shy. But his voice trails off in a way that implies there's a little more, and he dares to only peek over at Roland as he continues. "It's just.. I feel kind of bummed when the end result isn't as good as I wanted it to be."

Especially when he's making something that he's planning on gifting to someone else. He really wouldn't want to give them anything but the best - even when the recipient isn't a person, but a higgledy.
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[personal profile] flatteries 2020-12-29 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah," he says, nodding while he takes the dress back from the other. A moment later it has already disappeared back into his Arms Band. "I think that makes sense."

Although he wonders how long it'll take him to reach that point. Or if he'll ever reach it in the first place. With how little confidence Inigo has in himself, it's easy to feel like he'll never be as good as he wants to be. But even so - he's not going to give up just yet. He wants to keep trying first, if not just for Jumblie's sake.

Having finished his drink, Inigo puts down the mug, giving the older man a small smile.

"I guess I should get going again for now. I can't hold up the whole.." He started so confidently! But remembering modern words is hard, and he vaguely waves his hands, as if they'll make up for his clumsiness in the words he speaks. "The whole.. coffee.. place.. shop? Either way, there's bound to be more customers!"

Don't think he's forgotten the roleplay!! It's something that seems to make Roland happy, so there's no way he could ever full on forget it.

He stands up. "Have fun, father. I'll see you later today for dinner?"