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Brooding and Fighting

Who: Tony and OTA
What: Varies
When: Basoon 16- late (might add another time/ date too)/ Basoon 17-18 Training in Gym and also on those days, tearing up a row of chairs in the standard car.
Where: Varies
CW: Language, Talk about death/ anxiety, depression; violence-ish?
Notes: For the first part- His first response is going to be to tell you to go away. However, if your character will stick it out beyond that, feel free to tag in.

[Brooding]

It was well after dinner when the majority of the passengers wouldn't be in the dining carriage with none of the lights on. Those who snacked tended to stay in the kitchen. There are a few dishes left to do, but they were far down on Tony's list of worries.

He'd had several drinks from the bottle of scotch he'd purchased and that had led to a very dark mood. His back was to the doorway, his helmet was on the table next to him with the open bottle, and a projected image was playing in front of him. There were three voices in the video- his, a woman's, and a little girl's. A little girl who looked a lot like a younger version of Buttercup was playing around a park and a lovely blonde woman following along after her. The woman keeps looking at the camera and joking about Tony needing to stop filming everything, but of course he makes up some stupid reason about why this was vital for the sake of all of humanity. There's another one with the same duo are playing in the woods with a tiny set of Iron Man masks and gloves.

[Training]

He was a little hungover, but in a way the bad mood just made him want to fight even more. He'd called over the ICP for anyone who would like to start training to learn hand to hand combat.

He found some material to make small cushion gloves like those a boxer might have (only obviously not as good as those). He's wearing his cargo pants and a black tank top. He calls Peter up to the front of the class and passes over another set of the makeshift boxing gloves.

[Added! Getting spare parts- Late afternoon 17 ]

Tony found the belt Manabu had set aside for a holster for his gun and decided to put his tools on it. He was already sweaty from the training, so he didn't bother cleaning up when he was going to be working more. So in his black undershirt, a sledgehammer over on shoulder, and a metallic glove from his suit he whistled his way to the standard carriage.

There was no need for this many chairs in here. They would never need this many. So, he went over to the front row and lifted the hammer. With a purely devilish grin, he grunted from the exertion and TWA-BANG. The headrest of the chair went flying. He kept working, going back and forth between the sledgehammer, a very concentrated beam from his glove for cutting, and a screwdriver until he had one short row of chairs dismantled.

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He waited and Tony had basically said Peter was being a pain. Well at least the two were still in contact which made Ignis happy. He'd been afraid the two might have a falling out or something with the boy's aunt here though that logically wouldn't make any sense for something like that to happen. However, Tony and logic didn't always live in the same space.

He shook his head. "No.." Ignis stopped himself knowing if he used his usual refrain of 'nothing' that Tony would obviously see right through that and might get upset. And the older man was already upset enough.

With a sigh, the advisor tried again, but closed his eyes briefly. "I don't.." Why was this so hard? "I don't know how..to..be an equal." Green orbs then looked at Tony almost helplessly. He knew no other way other than to be second if even that much.

He'd elaborate more in a minute, he just couldn't let Ignis push his own needs and hurt feelings away so easily. Tony didn't know if he'd forgive this slight, even if Ignis did. He had to work on his temper. Pepper had always said that and he'd been trying for Morgan.

There was a moment where Tony had the feeling he was about to get brushed aside again and he started to frown, feeling helpless to fix this. But the, Ignis seemed to somehow push through. His eyes widened a bit in surprise but shifted quickly to concern. However, he didn't try to argue the point. "We'll work on it. Okay?"

He pressed another kiss to his lips and then just to be irritating and break the heavy mood, he ruffled the man's hair. "Okay, so.. grab some of those stacks. We need to take these into the luggage carriage and find some really big suitcases to stash them in. On the way I'll tell you about Peter, alright? Maybe you can help me out with this."

The kiss was just too brief and Ignis really didn't want to elaborate further. After all, he'd told Tony a lot of his life with the other having earned his trust. He really wished they could spend the evening another way but as he thought about that his hair got ruffled. He pretended offense of course, calling it a childish gesture.. But secretly, the advisor liked it. That again was something no one did to him as he grew up. Play and fun were for other children so it was probably the reason behind not getting the other three's sense of humour at times. And it was the reason that he didn't understand Tony's jokes sometimes.

Wanting to help, Ignis picked up the requested stacks and began to carry them. It was all he could do at the moment. And while he did this, he steadily fought to ignore how raw and exposed he'd felt both at the exchange with Tony and having to admit something that was really hard. So he figured after they were done he'd just go back to his room, take a shower and try to sleep. If he had his way, Tony would be beside him but that was too much to ask for.

Edited 2019-10-05 03:32 (UTC)

As they were lugging the heavy parts through the train, Tony decided to use the time catching Ignis up on what was going on with Peter. It seemed like a better alternative to agonizing over how guilty he still felt.

"So.. apparently, he's been feeling very guilty and morally conflicted about the last mission. Granted, it was my call to pull him off the purple team and place him with Buttercup- which I now know was a mistake- he would've liked to help the children and vulnerable people instead of fighting. Anyway, he was upset that we didn't find out what the goblins were really wanting and that we just opted to kill them. He's still in that age, I guess, where everything is still black and white to him instead of knowing the world is really gray at best." He turns around and shoves one of the doors connecting the cars open with his back. "Well I didn't know he was having some emotional crisis over this crap and I made him get up in front of my fighting class. I didn't know he was nervous, he was stuttering and shaking and being all dramatic. Really, you would've thought I'd just asked him to cut his aunt's heart out with a fork! So he throws a temper tantrum and runs off. I gave him some space, but went and talked to him- that's how I know what was going on. Well, so we talked and I think everything's a little better, but what the hell am I going to do with him, Ignis? He's going to be saving our world without me in just a few years and he has a moral crisis over some goblins!"

He felt slightly better giving his mind something else to focus on, so carrying the stacks of stuff helped. Patiently he listened and was relieved to hear the two were still spending time together. Peter sounded like Prompto at times, feeling bad for defeating the monsters they fought. But then Ignis reminded him that it came down to the matter of kill or be killed.

"Give him time. He'll take his place when he's ready and not before." Ignis didn't know if Tony was going to allow this, but it was definitely worth a shot. "He is not you and therefore doesn't hold the same point of view. But if you keep the lines of communication open, try not to be overwhelming and allow him to tell you what he's comfortable and not comfortable with, I'm sure you can find some middle ground."

Edited 2019-10-05 04:31 (UTC)

"Yeah, yeah.." He didn't like that answer, but it was good advice. He knew Peter was still young and needed time to come to terms with these tough big picture issues. It was frustrating there wasn't an immediate fix. "He's just.. he's got so many more things he's sensitive about things than I ever was at that age. I don't really know how to handle it. I just get frustrated and he then starts saying I'm blaming him for being that way and.. " He sighed.

Last door and they were in the luggage carriage. "Alright we're looking for something large and maybe has a lock." And without skipping a beat, he was right back on the other conversation. "Thing is.. I know he's been through a lot. He's kind of a miracle of psychology that he's got it together as much as he does. His parents died when he was young and then this older kid at school.. well.. he did something bad to Peter. It makes him freak sometimes and self-conscious. Which, again, is understandable. It's just a lot."

At this point he could only hope that he'd gotten through to Tony in some small way. He quieted down as the other expressed frustration and nodded. "Well..you can be overwhelming at times." Ignis said. This wasn't him sticking up for himself though, this was him trying to get the older man to slow down on Peter.

Listening further, he wasn't sure Tony should be telling him such things about Peter, but it made him wish the imagined thing hadn't happened. No child or anyone for that matter should go through anything like that. Ignis immediately felt bad. "I should rather hope that he has had some form of counseling or professional help for it." It was the only thing he could say. "And I do sincerely hope the offending party was properly punished."

The only reason Ignis was hearing any of this was because Tony trusted him. He couldn't know for sure, but he was pretty confident if Peter knew the status of their relationship- whatever it was- that he'd be understanding about Tony confiding in such a vague way. It wasn't like he'd gone into details and he and Ignis both were firmly on the young man's side. Then again, when had he been a good predictor of Peter's reactions?

He gave Ignis a look but it crumbled into a laugh. He held up his hands because he didn't have a prayer to argue that one. "Yeah we- hey that one would work. See? Up on the green one. Help me get it down."

He clamored over a few suitcases before pulling out a large purple polka dotted trunk. Why was it purple polka dots? Who knows? This was a train traveling through the void. Weirder things have happened. He paused in his task to flash Ignis a frown. "Well.. He doesn't know this and I have no plans to tell him, but the guy had gotten away with it for years, but then Peter told me what happened. I uh.. I put the guy in coma for a week. Didn't even need my suit for that one."

Ignis snorted when Tony laughed. It was good that one of them could laugh, might as well be the better looking one. At the indicated suitcase he worked on pulling it down.

Green eyes blinked in confusion at a purple polka dotted container but said nothing. The eyes widened then when he heard this was going on for years and silently he was horrified. But then Tony said he put the other in a coma without his suit and finally that cracked him. It was more like a relieved laughter but it was still laughter regardless.

"Now that is something a father would do." Ignis was proud of Tony even if he wouldn't come out and say those words. To be perfectly honest he was surprised the other man was still alive.

Tony looked up surprised, but very pleased with that reaction. He'd thought it was the right thing to do, but he was aware others might not think so. Really he'd been worried about Peter finding out and never forgiving him if he'd actually keep the bastard. The way it was now, it was still bad, but there was a level of worse he could point to as proof of his restraint.

It helped a lot of what had been wrong the last few minutes with them. He couldn't explain it but Ignis looking like at him like this felt like they'd weathered whatever storm that issue had been between them. "Think so? He's going to never forgive me for it, but.. bought him a one way ticket to the other side of the world and told him if I ever saw him again or if Peter ever said he saw him, I'd kill him." The threat had worked like a charm. He had an alert hacked into every major airport in the continent that would tell him if Skip had ever come back.

He shook his head. "You should've known what I said earlier was total bullshit, Tiger. If you think about what I've told you there's no way I think of you any less than the safest person in the galaxy." He crossed over to where Ignis stood and pulled him into his arms. "And the sexiest, but that's a whole other matter."

Ignis believed in the good in people and that people should be given a fair shake. But he knew if that had been his son or daughter that those things happened to, fairness would more than likely not be an issue. He had a banked ferocity and Tony had seen it the other day in the bathroom.

The advisor was surprised that his lover had been so generous to pay the other's way to get out of town although it was a good solution for all parties involved. That was undeserved but he shook his head about the killing remark. "I really can't blame you."

Green eyes focused on Tony bringing their earlier conversation up and he tried to smile even if it might've come out a little sadly. But those arms felt wonderfully healing and Ignis easily reached up to wrap his around the older man's neck to hold him close. His heart felt like it was mending with this simple gesture between them. "The sexiest you say..I would definitely have you show me just how sexy sometime."

Edited 2019-10-05 06:12 (UTC)

"Sometime?" He asked, before leaning in and kissing Ignis sweetly at first, but slowly more hungry. His hands ran along the other man's sides and across his back, taking ownership of everywhere his fingers brushed over. One hand trailed lower until he got a firm handful of a perfect cheek and gave it a squeeze. He pulls back just enough to speak, letting his lips tickle Ignis' with his soft breath. "Why wait when I can have you now?"

He didn't give the younger man a chance to answer, before he was back to kissing him and his fingers were slipping to the hem of his shirt and dragging it upward. When they had to break again, he smirked. "I like unwrapping you like a present." He stepped back in, hands roaming admiringly over muscle and broad shoulders.

"Yes.." and anything else got cut off by that kiss. By the Six how was this gorgeous older man always after him? However this had happened, Ignis wasn't going to complain. He could tell where this was going though as the kiss slowly turned more possessive, a trait that he definitely appreciated.

Ignis grabbed onto the back of the dark hair and moaned lightly at the feeling of a hand on his ass. This he loved too and wasn't sure how to encourage it to stay because he was holding onto both Tony's hair and his back in order to keep his lover close.

He pulled back surprised at the other's answer though he honestly should have expected it. "Tony.." he began but there was no time. He was already letting Tony dominate his mouth and he could feel the other impatiently tugging at his shirt. Needing this because of their hurtful conversation before, Ignis wasn't going to stop anything. The present comment made the advisor blush and he reached back up for another kiss.

Reigen had heard some noises from one of the cars, but figured it wasn't actually something to be concerned about. Really, he was just passing through to get to another car, but then this is what he ended up running into.

That was definitely Tony and Ignis, and they were definitely in the middle of something...private, judging by the making out and Tony's hand on Ignis' ass. Oh, and also, Ignis was shirtless. Reigen was...well, surprised was the mildest way to put it.

"...huh?"

Really, it'd have been nice if Reign could astral project out of this situation, but the sound of his voice had already made his presence known. Now they both would know Reigen was there. Maybe God could have mercy and he'd fall off the train right now.

His mind was on where to lay Ignis down in here or whether to just bend him over something. Caution was a thing of the past as he continued his merciless quest to their pleasure. Unfortunately, they weren't going to reach it.

Before he could decide, he heard a noise behind them from the doorway into the luggage carriage. He froze and briefly considered their position. There was no denying this, of course. There wasn't a way to claim anything else was happening than the obvious. They'd been caught red handed. Drawing back from Ignis, he turned and looked to see who was interrupting them and he shot Reigen a glare. Still, he hadn't removed his hand from Ignis' backside.

"There isn't a chance you'd keep this to yourself, is there?" His voice was a bit breathless and his skin flushed with arousal. The most obvious thing lacking here was any visible shame on Tony's part- assuming you didn't count the request Reigen was discreet about what he'd just caught them doing.

Edited 2019-10-05 18:09 (UTC)

Hearing the noise, green eyes widened in surprised as Reigen stood there. Removing Tony's hand from his backside, Ignis pulled his shirt back on, giving himself a moment to recover and get his polite professional armor back on.

"Ah, Reigen, this is an unexpected surprise." There was more of an emphasis on the surprise part as he realized of course that they'd been caught. Tony had requested that the other keep this quiet, but he wasn't sure if that was going to be a possibility. Damage control raced through his mind. The advisor knew they were on borrowed time here keeping this a secret.

If Ignis lost his position on the council due to this, he would bow out as gracefully as he accepted the position. He'd known it was a possibility once he and Tony got involved or whatever anyone would call it. By the Six, the advisor himself didn't even have a name for it

There were a lot of questions Reigen had about the whole scenario and the relationship status between these two. More importantly though, he was questioning how they were so calm about this?! Ok, Ignis at least was putting his shirt back on, that helped. Still, way too calm about the whole thing.

"Yeah, no shit!" Surprise was a bit of an understatement in Reigen's opinion. He ran a hand through his hair, incredibly embarrassed that this was happening and really just wanting to leave. "Ok so, do I forget about the entire relationship or just the part where you guys are about to...seriously, right in front of the suitcases?!"

For whatever reason, Reigen wondered if it would easy for these two to kill him. Dammit, he would have made some updates to his will if he knew this was going to happen.

Tony gave Ignis a put out look at having his arm pushed away and the man throwing his shirt on. He looked back at Reigen. Damn cockblocker.

"Well I was thinking more against one. There are a couple here that are the right height for it." So not the point. "And there isn't a relationship, we're just.. uh.. friends with a dash extra."

Why were they both making this such a big deal? And why was this happening right now? He had much better things to do with his time but this interruption was ruining it. He might start thinking it's a big deal too as soon as more blood flowed back up north.

Ignis had been about to say something but then Tony spoke first. Hearing what he did cut him up inside and it reminded him of what the truth of the matter was. His jaw clenched and his resolve strengthened. That was just what he needed to hear and yet it wasn't at all.

"You can forget about the entire thing and as has been stated, there's nothing there." he replied coolly. His brain clicked back on and the professional crisp demeanour the advisor always wore as armour was completely back in place.

Moving away from Tony, Ignis lightly and very briefly tapped Reigen on the shoulder as he passed by the blonde man. "I thank you for coming to check on us." He didn't even look back at either of the men as he made his way back to his room.

Edited 2019-10-06 05:04 (UTC)

"Didn't need to know that, Tony!" Reigen was already mortified at having caught two people about to get down to risky business, and Tony wasn't helping at all.

Then Ignis had turned around at Tony's stating they weren't in a relationship, and that response was...well, 'yikes' came to mind. Reigen could guess that Tony had screwed up.

"...you're welcome?" Reigen squeaked out as Ignis left. Now it was just Tony and him, which might actually be worse than dealing with both of them. Clearing his throat awkwardly, Reigen started to step away. "Well, I think I hear my laundry calling..."

Tony frowned as Ignis seemed to react so poorly to what he said and headed out. True they hadn't specifically said what they would do if someone found out, but the idea, he'd thought was to play it on the down low and not claim it to be anything. Perhaps saying it and hearing it were too different things- not that he could exactly blame Ignis for however he's feeling. Either way, he knew this had been a pretty bad thing for the two of them.

And Reigen started talking and brought his attention back to the intruder. "You still haven't said if you were keeping this to yourself. Do I have to actually threaten you to get your cooperation? I'd rather not do that, but I will. He doesn't deserve that." Tony did. Ignis didn't.

"What? Of course I'm not gonna blab about it, I don't wanna do that to Ignis!" Reigen sounded almost offended that Tony felt the need to threaten him. Ignis was a good man, and regardless of his taste, Reigen didn't want to subject him to potential gossip. Might as well just pretend he never saw that, both for Ignis' sake and his own sanity.

Still, something about Ignis' reaction bothered him.

"Are you guys really just friends with benefits?" Reigen asked despite himself.

Tony sighed with relief. He'd assumed as much, but he'd also assumed a few other things that might not actually be true. The most important thing here though, was damage control and preventing any further harm to Ignis, who he truly cared deeply for.

A lot of the fight went out of him and he looked down at the floor. Shaking his head and slowly he glanced back up at Reigen. "No, but.. I thought that's what he wanted us to say if we got caught." He wanted to race after the man, beg his forgiveness but with how emotionally charge this situation was it might be wiser to give both of them- or all three- a chance to cool down. Either way, Tony looked fairly miserable about the situation he'd just found himself in.

“Didn’t seem like that’s what he wanted to me,” Reigen said bluntly. That probably wasn’t helping and he knew it, but concern for Ignis weighed out over being polite. Besides, he’d figured out there was no point in bullshitting with Tony on this stuff, given the amount of times he’s found the guy at low points. Really, this had to be a new record.

That did not mean he wanted to be Tony’s relationship counselor, however. He just wanted to leave now. “Look, uh...good luck working it out. I’m just gonna go forget this happened. Still got laundry to do.” Reigen started to leave, trying to remember what he was heading over to do in the first place before running into those two. Thanks, guys.

"Well, yes, I picked up on that. Thank you so kindly for pointing that out as I obviously had missed it!" Tony snapped, glaring at Reigen. He felt horrid for what happened! Not only had he hurt Ignis but he'd had to do it in front of someone else. Not just a 'nobody' either, but Reigen. "Anything else you'd like to be helpful about, you jackass?"

If he had something, he would've thrown it. "Good. Get the hell out of my sight!"

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