voidtreckerexpress | Falling fast asleep, may this little boy find blissful dreams.

Who: Allen Walker and anyone
Where: Music Carriage
When: Grasshopper Day 28
What: Allen pondering on what went on in the last world; a reminder of what might or might not happen. So he is making a choice. To speak or not to speak?
Warnings: Mentions of death are likely.

Allen very rarely came into this room, mostly because he wasn't the kind to actually want to play an instrument. But today was a rare exception as he sat at the piano, his fingers lightly touching the keys and making the occasional noise from it. It didn't seem like he was really playing it beyond that.

That was because he wasn't exactly planning to at that moment. Instead, he was thinking about what had just happened, that third memory had been something he had forgotten in the back of his mind since he had gone to Genessia. After all, he never showed signs of Nea around, so he wasn't there. But at the same time he still had the memories technically. So what did that mean?

He knew, either way, he needed to figure it out and so he placed his finger lightly on the keys and started to play a little tune. It was a reminder of the memories that he had, those that were meant to take over someday and when that does...

Shaking his head he stopped if for a moment. He knew deep down he wasn't going to let that happen, he knew he was and he was sure as hell that he was going to stay that way no matter what. But then it brought up another question. Should he tell people? After all, a complete stranger knows so...shouldn't those that he was close to knowing to?

With a small defeated sigh, he played a few notes again before once again starting with the tune again.

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She couldn't help frowning a little. While it was entirely the same, his story kind of reminded her of Logan too, in a way. She was finding more and more people like that.

"I'm sorry...that must be difficult."

"It's fine...Like I'#m glad it was me over someone else I might know or just...anyone really." Better in his mind anyway, that way no one else had to deal or suffer with it like he has to, even if it hasn't been that much of a problem since he started traveling worlds.

"But even if I have been traveling this whole time with no problems...I can't say that that situation will never prevent itself. So I figured it was best all of those who know me to know just in case."

Her lips tightened in a thin line. It shouldn't have happened to anyone, and the fact that it did was terrible enough. But she knew saying so now wouldn't really help that much.

"Is...there something we should watch out for?"

"Just mostly a change in attitude or personality really. That would be one of the most obvious. if I act differently then it's not me."

Because they were very different at least, he has different goals too.

She nodded. "Okay. Is there any way to snap you out of it, if a change like that happens?"

"The only time anyone has ever snapped me out of it was once and that was Kanda yelling at me. One other time I sort of had to snap myself out." So he gets a feeling outside forces it's a case of just trying to get through to him for the most part.

Her lips pursed together a bit, a worried expression crossing her face. "So just keep trying until we get through to you?"

It wouldn't be the first time she's had to do that.

"That's the only thing I can think of at the moment, yes." He didn't want to bring up the other possibility of that didn't end up working. There were only a few people he would be okay even mentioning that to. But he knew he probably should say to all just in case, but not right now.

She nodded. "Okay."

They can only hope that it won't come to that.

He soon sighed, he felt a major relief fall off his shoulders after this talk. He also knew there wasn't much else left to do, so at least for now they could move on.

"Thank you for listening. I feel a bit better after telling you... because I consider you a friend and you deserve to know."

She smiled. "Well, thank you for trusting me enough to tell me. I'm glad to know what's going on with my friends too."

"It's what friends do right?" The whole friend thing he was at least getting use to more and more as time goes by at least.

Letting people know about this was a good thing to do. That was what he was going to tell himself.

She nodded. "Exactly."

And she was glad to know about this. She protected her friends, even if it was from themselves sometimes.

He couldn't help but at least sigh afterwards. It felt like he managed to get what he needed to off his chest and he honestly felt a little bit better about it.

"But with that done... I should let you get back to what you wanted to do. Sorry to be a bother." It was for good reason, but he still couldn't help it.

"Nah, it wasn't a bother," she assured him. "I'm glad you told me."

Still, she did have a few things to finish up.

"But I'll see you later, okay?"

Falling fast asleep, may this little boy find blissful dreams.

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